Everyday, the question I pose to myself is, the purpose for existence, who God is, how to get closer to this, "God," etc. I even at times question if there is a point of all of this, if we are here by mere random chance. But, then I get back to who I am. Which takes me closer to who God is. I feel the most in touch with God when I am the most in touch with myself. What has this taught me? Simply put: God made me, and if God made me, then a part of who God is lies within me. This is one of the truths that pumps throughout my veins and grounds me in my existence. If nothing else, being who I truly am; instead of what my family, what society, what religion, what my job wants to define me as, brings me closest to my maker.
There is a point I've reached and aim to reach where I am in tune with everything...with the, "rhythm of the world," so to speak. I feel like the wind, the cars, every growing organism, everything swells up in this beautiful symphony, and I am playing my part to create the noise that IS. This is when I feel closest to my creator.